April 26

Over a month now and I didn’t think possible that I would ever see you not as my gospel.

My holy Grail, my North Star. Looky here your girl has gotten far.

Beyond the reproach. Beyond the sadness.

I alchemized that shit. Now I just have gladness.

For endings and beginnings. I see now clearly you were never mind to keep, or I to you.

Thank you for showing me your other shoe.

I have learnt. I have reflected. I’m gaining so much. Incredible things are happening to me with the lack of your lust.

This is not petty. This is not ill will. I’m cutting the cords that tie thee to you and closing the seal.

sending you love and light.